aku benci bila everything dipendekkan menjadi satu konklusi. aku benci bila semuanya perlu dijadikan summary. aku benci bila setiap benda dipertikaikan. aku benci bila dalam sesuatu perkara, actions means everything. aku benci juga bila people dont really hold on. they just let go when the piece they are holding are wobbly.
nothing turns out easy. nothing turns out perfectly in anything. not even a single thing. maybe i'm tired of making efforts. if it wasnt because of my strong vitality to want would all of these, us, would it be here by now? i need a rest. from all the words, from all the frivolous things.
accept me for who i am, for the way i act, for the way everything turns out. maybe the sore wouldnt hurt that bad.