another step towards marriage life

assalamualaikum wbt..

lama sangat rasanya tak menulis di sini.. sangat sibuk di malaysia. banyak benda nak buat dan uruskan dalam waktu yang singkat. ni pun mungkin hanya short update.. tapi seha still akan update sikit-sikit walaupun mungkin tiada orang baca, ini kenangan seha yang seha nak letak dalam blog. :)

ini wedding checklist seha..

ada yang dah siap dan ada yang belum. tapi seha tak nak rush, kalau ada yang tak lengkap lagi mungkin akan pergi KK lepas raya dengan mama seha untuk lengkapkan semua. insyaAllah..seha banyak dapat idea untuk hias bilik dan pelamin dari majalah Pengantin. :)

dan mama seha bagi hadiah buku masakan untuk seha belajar lagi banyak resepi baru. sangat suka buku ni.. terima kasih mama! :')

 

kursus kahwin dah setel dari tahun lepas lagi. so masa sampai malaysia hari tu, kami pergi buat HIV test. kena set appointment dulu baru boleh buat dan mesti buat kat klinik atau hospital kerajaan, swasta tak boleh. alhamdulillah resultnya negative. pegawai perubatan kat klinik tu ucap 'selamat pengantin baru' masa bagi kami result masing-masing. hehe.. :)

next step ialah pihak lelaki hantar semua dokumen dan borang nikah dekat negeri sendiri. disebabkan seha dan bakal suami tak sama negeri, mungkin agak makan masa sikit sebab kena dapatkan kelulusan dari negeri pihak lelaki dulu pastu baru boleh bawa semua dokumen pergi belah seha. tapi semuanya lancar saja dan alhamdulillah.. permohonan berkahwin pun dah diluluskan. :)

setakat ni semuanya going smoothly as we planned it.. kawan-kawan semua doakanlah semua urusan kami dipermudahkanNya dan berjalan lancar. terima kasih semua yang mendoakan.. dan semoga Ramadhan kita kali ni adalah yang lebih baik dari sebelumnya. sama-sama usaha khatamkan Quran okay? insyaAllah.. may Allah bless! :)

coretan buat permata hatiku

Assalamualaikum wbt..

coretan kali ini buat permata hati seha.. seha teramat menyayangi mereka. kasih sayang yang mereka curahkan sentiasa buat seha tersenyum bahagia. mereka adalah mama dan abah seha.. :)

 

alhamdulillah.. seha dilahirkan dalam keluarga yang sederhana. seha bersyukur walaupun kami tidaklah sesenang orang lain tapi entah, kami adik-beradik tak pernah rasa susah..

"kasih ibu membawa ke syurga, kasih ayah sepanjang waktu"

jasa dan pengorbanan keduanya takkan mampu seha balas walau ada harta berjuta pun. kini, seha sedang menuntut ilmu jauh dari keluarga. nak balik ke rumah selalu itu memang dalam mimpi saja. sesekali rindu datang mengetuk hati. hanya gambar saja yang dapat ditatap, hanya suara mereka yang dapat didengar dan air mata menjadi peneman paling setia.

mama.. memang tak pernah lelah mendidik dan mengasuh kami. abah pula, jarang bersuara. namun sekali abah bersuara, penuh dengan nasihat. mama dan abah mementingkan soal agama, lagi-lagi soal solat dan aurat. bila dah baligh, kena solat dan tutup aurat. sebab abah ada 4 orang anak perempuan, lelaki 2 orang saja itupun masih kecil.

mama tak pernah jemu bagi nasihat.. abah pun sama. dari kecil asuh kami adik-beradik untuk pakai tudung. sampaikan adik perempuan seha yang paling kecil tu pun waktu belum baligh, ikut pakai tudung sama. syukur sangat..

dan seha sebagai kakak, tugas seha mengawasi adik-adik. yalah, kadang-kadang tak tetap sebab masih budak-budak lagi. satu yang seha selalu cakap dengan adik-adik seha;

"sayang abah tak? nak abah masuk neraka? kesianlah dekat abah.. abah usaha buat kebaikan tapi anak-anak dia sendiri yang humbankan dia pergi neraka." 

alhamdulillah.. adik-adik seha mengerti. tapi sekarang seha tiada di rumah. jadi agak susah nak tegur adik-adik sekarang. jadi kebiasaanya seha akan berpesan dekat adik-adik seha sebelum terbang ke mesir.. dengan muka serius, seha berpesan;

"jangan susahkan mama.. tolong kemas rumah kalau bersepah, kalau ada baju tolong jemur dan lipat. jangan peningkan abah kalau abah baru pulang kerja, jangan bising-bising. kalau abah dah iqamat, ikut jemaah dengan abah."

seha hanya mampu berdoa dari sini.. semoga mama dan abah terus diberikan kesihatan. kalau mama sakit, mama tak bagitahu pun tapi dengar suara mama seha tau mama sedang sakit. abah pun selalu sakit, seha risau sangat. abah kerja keras demi kami. dan mereka tak harapkan wang ringgit sebagai balasan. hanya kejayaan dari kami adik-beradik. kakak sayang sangat mama dan abah.. rindu sangat. semoga Allah merahmati mama dan abah, permata hati seha.. may Allah bless both of you. :')

bubye 2011.. hello 2012..

2012.. hope you will be nice to me.. as nice as 2011.. :)

2011.. i had a lot of sweet and bitter memories, that i can't forget throughout my life..
even there are also bad memories in you, but still you are one of a blissful year for me.

why i said so? hmm..

1) first of all, i got to know him.. actually at first, he is only one of my best friend, till one day.. tett.. can't continue the story.. hehe..

pipi tembam.. :P

2) experienced riot in egypt.. then we have to go back to malaysia a.s.a.p. unexpected right?

 

dapat masuk newspaper.. hehe :)

3) got a chance to meet my new family.. know them by heart. love them so much. :)

now i have two dads and two moms..

plus two sisters and one little brother..

and two big brothers too.. :D

4) family holiday! so sweet of abah, for planning this holiday for us.. even i know abah are always busy. thank you abah. ilyvm.. :')

5) got new section mates! they are so nice and clever.. and i love being in this group. :)

 my lovely section mates! hidup section 2! :D

6) i got new housemates too.. and i love to stay with them.

7) go to kursus kahwin.. during Ramadhan. another one step passed! alhamdulillah.. :)

my certificate.. :)

8) got to go to best seminar ever.. alhamdulillah :)

  khusyuk dengar seminar.. :P

9) splendiferous night and 'hatiku milik siapa?'.. events organized by my batch. abang kudin said, my batch is really hardworking. first time in perubatan's history there are three partners in one smart circle. hehe.. proud to be in this batch. :)

 thanks to all ajk.. only Allah can pay your hard works for us :)

10) become kakak SC.. they are cool and sporting. i love them! partner with Farah Adiba and kak Amalina. :)

11) lastly, my best memory ever is.. i'm engaged to him. alhamdulillah.. :) may Allah bless this relationship. aminn..

i love this ring so much.. :')

how beautiful my life is.. because He planned it very well. even some of my plans are not done, but still i feel grateful to have this beautiful life planned by Him. He is always the Best Planner of all. :')

dear myself, do remember this: whatever that you do, what ever that you got, it is Him who decides. To Him we beg for mercy, to Him we rekindle our sincere thanks and to Him we surrender our life and soul. May Allah bless us all, guide us all and protect us all. Aminn.. :')

the bless is beyond words. Alhamdulillah ya Allah.. You give me more than what i deserved, may i become a better muslimah come 2012.

happy 2012 everyone! may Allah bless.. assalamualaikum :)

rindu dan bahagia

rasa rindu sangat dengan rumah..

tak tahu kenapa.. takkan nak balik pulak winter break ni, kata nak saving.

harap semua sihat di rumah.. :')

 mereka buah hati pengarang jantung saya..

rindu mama dengan abah..

rasa lama lagi nak tunggu summer break, nak balik rumah..

nak peluk mama dengan abah.. rindunyaaa... T.T

rindu nak berkebun dengan mama..

takpa, seha kena kuat.. kena tabah..
Allah tak biar seha sorang-sorang..

alhamdulillah, seha rasa sangat bahagia sekarang..

sebab Allah kurniakan insan-insan yang terbaik di sekeliling seha..
semua care dan support seha.. terharu.. :')

seha ada dia yang selalu support seha..

 thank you bagi lampu belajar ni..

dia teman seha study tiap malam..

 and thank you for the sweet notes.. :')

seha juga ada housemates yang selalu buat seha terhibur..

dengar seha membebel, walaupun kadang-kadang tiada kaitan dengan dorang, sorry ya..

dorang jugala yang bantu seha shopping sebab seha tak pandai shopping.. hee..

masyeh korang.. :')

they always cheer me up.. :D

dan bila seha rasa rindu dengan family sangat, seha call adik seha kat zaqaziq..

borak-borak dengan dia kadang-kadang sampai sejam tak cukup.. hehe..

dua-dua sibuk dengan study, bila dapat borak, lamala jadinya..

alhamdulillah.. kurang sikit rasa rindu dengan family.. :)

 
study baik-baik dekat sana..

kasi dapat mumtaz next time ok? :)

sekarang sangat sejuk.. selalu masuk lihaf balut satu badan..

erm, seha rindu summer bila tengok gambar ni..

yaa.. alex memang cantik! (tiba-tiba..) :)

rindu juga nak makan nasi hadramaut.. kat hadramaut sporting tak sedap, kat miami lagi sedap. tapi jauh pulak nak pegi sana.. plus, sangat busy sekarang. T.T

untuk anak buah tersayang di kampung.. semoga membesar dengan baik dan jadi anak-anak yang soleh dan pintar. lambat wish, sorry.. :)

adam, asyraf dan abqari..

mereka kembar 3!

yup.. family belah mama seha ada kembar-kembar ni.

harap-harap seha pun dapat anak kembar nanti.. aminn.. :)

lastly, untuk semua insan-insan terbaik disekeliling seha.. this is for you all!

thank you for everything.. sayang kamu semua sangat-sangat! :)

hee.. till next update then! may Allah bless.. :)

may this love will lead us to His jannah..

insyaAllah.. 

congrats to nabeela!

congrats nabeela for her engagement.. same day with mine. :) she is my cousin belah mama.

with her parents and fiancee

she's gorgeous!

pray for her happiness.. :) may Allah bless!

sabah is great!

cannot be denied that Sabah also like Kuala Lumpur for having some big shopping malls such as One Borneo and Suria Sabah. but actually, Sabah is more to nature and adventures. that's why i love Sabah and proud to be Sabahan. :)

in this post i'll explain some of the attractions here.. hope you'll enjoy! :)

1) Desa Cattle

this is a dairy farm where you can witness from milking to packaging process.

the price for carton milk here is almost 50% marked down

  the milking process start from 3 pm till 5 pm

the cattle

it could pass New Zealand! :)

for those who are interested, Desa Cattle is opened from 10 am to 5 pm and the entrance fee is RM3 per person.

2) Mount Kinabalu

as all of us already know, Mount Kinabalu is the highest mountain in South East Asia.

you'll get a certificate after you'd finished your climbing!

 if you are lucky, you'll get to see this flower!

i swear you'll never forget your adventure here. Allah create this mount for us to treasure it and feel His Greatness. :)

3) Kolam Air Panas Poring Ranau

this is where we can experience great warm water naturally from the mantle of the Earth. in a day, there will be more than 10,000 tourists come to this place. the water is good to clean and make our skin healthy, even our inner problems. thank Allah for giving us this gift. :)

canopy walkway

4) Taman Sepilok, Sandakan

here, we can witness Orang Utan and their families. but Sepilok is more than just Orang Utans. it is a virgin rainforest reserve, so you also can see other wild animals such as snakes, hornbills, lizards, tortoises and many interesting bugs. :)

 we also can feed them! :)

p/s; that's all guys.. there are more but i don't have enough time to write bout other interesting places. just hope i have ample time for some more adventures in Sabah. and i hope all of you that love nature also will experiences it yourselves. :) there's no need to go to overseas because our own land is more heaven. honeymoon kat Sabah ja la nanti. hee... may Allah bless!

my engangement day.. (part 2)

Alhamdulillah.. everything went well, very well. :)

17th of September has witnessed the knot half tied between me and Hamizan held at my home in Tawau, Sabah. all i can say is i love everything during that day and i am beyond satisfied. now at least it is an assured relationship, thus i have no problem to declare that, yep, i feel so grateful to be half-owned by my fiancee. we agree to embark to this journey to ultimate happiness and i can't describe how happy and relieved i am, and i demand nothing but prayers from all of you. thank you.. :)

to Mr. Fiancee, thanks for everything. and i know this will not be a walk in the park, but i hope our love will always have it's head held up high. and may Him bless this relationship with His rahmah.

my greatest thanks goes to my parents, my siblings, family and friends for such an excellent job, and the willingness to bear with my difficulties. without their help, this ceremony will not be as this great. only Him can repay it.. :')

now, the ceremony had passed, what's left now is to buff myself to be a great woman to suit my great man. insyaAllah.. :)

 hantaran for me..

 balasan hantaran for him..

 my family and his family.. will be one big family someday, insyaAllah.

 us! :)

p/s; sorry gambar sikit ja.. kawan-kawan pompuan yang mau tengok gambar lain datangla rumah ya. :) and please pray for us.. semoga hubungan ini kekal hingga ke jinjang pelamin dan terus ke syurgaNya, insyaAllah. amin.. :) may Allah bless!