Alhamdulillah.. another year He gave me :')

today is my birthday.. (aisehh..hehe)

so i have a short prayer to make :)

dear Allah..

The Most Beneficent and The Most Merciful One..

i may not the religious person on Earth,

but i always try to..

i may not be the modest person on Earth,

but i always try to..

i may be not the person who constantly remembers You,

but i always try to..

i may not be the person who everyday recites for You,

but i always try to..

i don't need to be the prettiest person on Earth,

i don't need to be the most stylish person on Earth,

i don't need to be the hottest chick on Earth,

i don't need to be the sexiest chick on Earth..

coz all i need is Your guidance..

for me to get through this life,

for me to get through the As-sirat,

for me to get through everything..

just to get through the immortal life of heaven..

help me, Ya Allah..

bless me with Your guidance and give me strength..

i really feel grateful for been given another year to live..

to still can see Your beautiful world..

still can breathe Your air..

and still can feel Your winds..

and the most important thing is to feel all Your blesses to me and people i love around me

i don't ask much ya Allah..

i just hope You show me the right way..

the way of those on whom You hast bestowed the grace, those whose is not wrath, and who not go astray..

and don't let my heart lose of Your guidance..

only that i want my Lord..

only that.. :'(

and i hope with another year You'd gave me,

i will become more mature..

more resilient..

more hardworking..

in pursuing my dreams and also in searching Your love..

and i hope all the people i love are also always in Your bless..

 so they can help n lead me to Your path..

insyaAllah.. :')

You all i need..

You all i have..

everything i have right now is all Yours..

i bear this in my mind as my life, my soul and my heart is also Yours..

i have no power, even a little..

life's always knock me down..
but i know, You gave me lessons in life for me to realize that i'm not the one, but You are..

thank you ya Allah..

for giving me another year to live..

for giving me another year to fulfill my parents dreams..

another year to stand on Your Earth..

Alhamdulillah.. :')

sincerely,

ME :)

19th May 2011

5.09 a.m.

now i'm officially 21 years old :')
ALHAMDULILLAH..