when i feel sad, besides praying to Allah, i'll listen to this song. it's a beautiful song indeed. SubhanAllah! :')
i don't know why lately i've been crying too much.. crying alone. after prayed, during my du'a, before sleep and sometimes when i do my revision. maybe it's because what i'd planned before is not going smoothly. i know i'd make others disappointed with me. i'm so sorry.. but i promise you all that i will try my best, do my best this time. it's been a very hard journey for me. deep inside my heart, i really hope that all the wishes will come true. aminn ya Allah.. yet, i believe everything happen for a reason. i keep reminding myself that Allah is The Best Planner and His plans are always the best, because it is what i need eventhough it is not exactly like what i want.. :)
i wanna tell you something.. everytime i feel sad, i will try to find His words in His love letter to calm my heart. and in that everytime, i will find one. i only opened the Quran randomly. SubhanAllah.. He really knows how to cure my heart. like i said before, i felt a little bit down.. then i opened my Quran, and i found this sweet words;
O you who have believed, seek help through patience and prayer. Indeed, Allah is with the patient. [al-Baqarah verse 153]
alhamdulillah.. alhamdulillah.. alhamdulillah.. it's enough for only one verse to make me calm. SubhanAllah.. i know i need to be patient if i want Him to be with me along my way. like others said, a man without Allah is nothing. and i don't wanna be nothing, but i want to be someone, who i (myself) can be proud of. who when one day i turned around and look back at myself, i can proudly say; "that's me. i wouldn't want to be anybody else. i just want to be her." so, no matter which road i'm taking, i'm going to give my very best! dear Allah, please be with me.. :')
p/s; for those who feel hard because of His trials, just have faith in Him. put some effort. keep on praying, praying and praying. if Allah wills it, it will happen. insyaAllah.. may Allah bless! :)